Lyrics

What am I supposed to do? What are they going to say?
If they only really knew. Can you hear me now?
What I’m telling you. I’ll no longer go.
Another day, condemned to stay.
Every time I say “When I want this pain,
Would you understand me? Would you please give to me?”
My needs corrupt me. Then it sentences me eternally.
But, I want to leave. This place of reasoning cuts up inside me.
Tear apart reality. Would I ever hear my innermost fears break open
Inside my hands. My innermost fears break open
Inside my hands. My innermost fears break open!

What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to say?
What is left inside me?
Am I supposed to die?

My place of insanity, will it rescue me?
But now it’s time, I don’t want to see
What you’ve done to me.
If I asked you why, would you tell a lie?
Or, must I search inside? Until I find
What’s been broken inside my hands?